love love me doo
you know i love youu
i'll always be with youuu
so pleaaseee pleaasee pleaseee please
love me doooo oo oo oo ooo


tengah goyang-goyang nyanyi tetibe terbaca

"salam & hye. our friend (name) is currently warded at wad ICU ........"


pause youtube.
diam.
tutup youtube.

16 : yui - my generation
17 : sweet 17
18-20 : i think there was this song that i totally forgotten about now
21 : forever 21
22 : taylor swift - 22
23 : blink 182 - what's my age again?


yezzaaahhh!

my taste in music is mostly influenced by bapak and abang-abang hence the scorpions, the beatles, rhcp, greenday, blink 182 and the list goes on. after puberty, i somehow fell for jpop and kpop, probably caused i watched the drama. the songs weren't that great but they look pretty cute (back then of course). but it soon vanish after i entered foundation. thank goodness i got over it. i don't ever want to be that hippie girl macam takde pedoman. haha. i do not know how i got over it but i really wish all these kpop lovers do too.

so, for a little while, i've been abandoning the habit of listening to music. once in a while i did but it's just for a few hours then i'm done. i'm learning to detach myself from lagha music :3

however, few weeks back, one of my office mates requested for me to download a few songs for him. so i did. and i started to listen to the songs requested. and damn it, i'm hooked! somewhat old songs that i used to love, and still do! then, another practical student like me started to push me to listen to muse. i, for one, listen to songs but not the band. i mean, some bands produce a lot of great songs over and over again while some others manage to make it to one hit wonder list. and i don't really care which band you're from as long as your songs caught me up. so he started to turn up the volume for starlight and time is running out.

and now my youtube is playing blink 182.
dammit puberty. you caught me up again.


so, i failed.

i miss going to talks and gathering with my friends. talking about both worldly and hereafter matters.

i just feel like saying it.

Ramadhan is fast approaching. which also means the title i'm holding right now is almost up.
right now, i'm learning to put my trust in Allah, for matters i've never faced before. realizing how fast time moves.
i'm out of time.
Allahu.

jauh jugak aku termenung tadi petang. bukan selalu dapat can merenung ke luar sambil berfikir tentang masa depan. ecewah! hahaha. entah binatang apa yang gigit aku kat site tadi, aku terus rasa nak hantar resume esok. bila fikir-fikir balik, sedih tu memang la sedih nak tinggalkan tempat sekarang, dan entah macam mana peluang aku kat firm lain. but if you never try, you never know. take the leap, dan buang rasa takut.

ingat ni. doa, usaha, tawakal.

lepas tu renungan aku diganggu makhluk tak halus langsung.

harini 1st time keluar pergi site dan buat kerja. lama dah tak buat kerja-kerja luar macam ni. letih la jugak. aku tengah tahan mata je ni. haha.

dan untuk masa depan yang ingin aku bina, bismillahitawakkaltu'alallah.