setahun kemudian ... how far have i gone eh? well let's see.. i'm still clueless of what to do after this, that's for sure. haha. still will be going around this field probably for a little more while. one sure thing is i've probably scratch off pursuing masters degree for good.  i'm sorry mummy wouldn't be able to brag about having her daughter flying off elsewhere but i've come to a conclusion that i am the one living my life so bare with me. insya Allah what's to come will be better than what has gone.

getting busier now. felt like i've been working non-stop since raya. it's like baruuuu je masuk lepas raya kan eh laa dah masuk bulan 9 keeee. there's a very short break in between but nothing more than a 10 minutes mind off any tasks. eleh macam la aku ni senior hahahaha. anyway, a change for environment sounds good now that i think i've learned quite a lot of things from my current workplace. a lot more to explore here but i'm thinking of going back to structural works. yeah yeah headache here come!! hahahaha. still not have the courage to jump out though cause when you wanted a job based on experience then people will have expectations over you and i hate that because i just do hahahahahahahahaaha.

this is me having konon-konon late night thought. i missed a lot of people and a lot of things but we're moving on aren't we?

.post that awkward moment.

dim light of the lamp post
by the roadside
a bench
for a little while i thought you were there with me.

el fin.