i guess it was not meant for me. i'm a little devastated. perhaps i did put a little too much confident. well i really did want it. and through time i believe, insya Allah, better things will come. only that i don't know what it is now. probably He wanted to teach me to believe in His wisdom.

for the past week i've set my mind that i will be gone soon. that my dear, will have to change.

having to face this really annoying new client is part of His plan. on making a better me.

to moving on, insya Allah.

on the side note, i did enjoyed going to my friend's wedding yesterday. having to meet some long time friends was what i really need. seven years ago seems like yesterday. friends said that i never change. tak tau la pujian ke sabliknya. hahaha. and they didn't change either. or perhaps it's a revertigo thing? well i don't know. i know that i acted differently around the office. professional konon. wakakaka.

ok la bai.