Dear Future,

you're mysterious. very. sometimes i thought i've known you long enough to hold on tight and never let go. but most of the time you gave me reasons to keep on doubting. to stop believing that i'm on my way. well i still am on my way. only that i do not have any idea where am i heading to.

please tell me i'm doing the right thing.
please tell me i am not stopping halfway there.

please.

Sincerely,
Present.

mungkin fasa aku paling tak bersemangat untuk meneruskan hari-hari seterusnya. i mean, not in suicidal way. cuma bangun pagi takde perasaan semangat nak improve kehidupan sendiri. semangat tu. willpower. hilang. not as youthful as i should've been, no?