jadi, dengan izin Allah, aku teruskan jugak. separuh berat jugak hati aku ni.
aku tawakkal je ni. if it's not okay now, i believe it will be, someday later.

awkward, weird, out of place, oh you just name it. just so very little part of me wished i've proceed with the old place but i believe Allah is the best of planners. and really He is the best of planners. bumped into kakak-kakak from old place and happily, wait...i excitedly catch up with them. it was very quick. which then remind me again of why i decided not to stay. and now, thinking of it again, the emotion part was probably just so happen at the right time. had it not been for the emotion i had at that time, i probably would be going home at 5 everyday now. and probably for the next 5 years.

i'm still acting bimbo with everyone. so very very veryyyy quiet. making everyone else feel shy to talk to me. haha. biarkannnn. thinking of it again, i've been smelling some funny stuff since day one. not really sure what. don't care since it's none of my business.

tawakkal. tawakkal.