meniti alam pekerjaan ni buat aku sedar yang walau macamana tak sukanya aku pada sesuatu rutin/keaaan/perkara/seumpanya, dan walau macamana resistant nya aku (makin resistant makin menjadi), sampai satu tahap, well.. i'll get use to it. mungkin dah lama sebenarnya aku tau tapi tak perasan. macam masa mula-mula masuk sekolah menengah dulu. i (almost) quietly resist the idea of changing school. i missed my friend really really much (back then). tapi bulan berganti dan lepas setahun, akhirnya, bak kata wani ardy, i finally make peace with myself. i accept everything that has gone by and in between. i made friends for life, i finished high school just fine. dan bila fikir balik, syukur Alhamdulillah aku tak la kepala batu sangat (kayu mungkin) sebab tak sungguh-sungguh mintak tukar balik sekolah dulu. dan mungkin sebab aku matang sikit walaupun rewmawjeww dan tak nak pentingkan diri sorang-sorang. kihkih.

maka sekarang, walau aku resistant sangat pada mulanya (balik rumah hari-hari cakap nak berenti), i think i'm starting to make peace with myself. and with my surrounding at work. i sure miss the nice family-like environment during my practical days but that was then. though it's really hard to say this but i'm enjoying the things i'm doing. well enjoying is not really the word but can't really think of any now. the drama, the people, well.. new things everyday. syukur ada teman berbual bicara. syukur berpeluang memahami maksud "pengalaman". tak tahu berapa lama lagi kat sini but i'm just going to cherish every second i have.

still, everything must come to an end. insya Allah soon but without much hatred anymore.

macam partner cakap, i'm at the right place for now.

:)