"so what's the deal with me?"
"your instinct hates it while your mind is trying to reason why you should be staying."
"then what do i do?"
"make them intersect."
"how? like really, how?"
"i don't know. i could say anything but it's your life. you suffer. that's the different between me and you."


and Allah says He guides whom He guides.
and that with difficulties comes ease.
and that in His wisdom i should trust.