Aku org terakhir yg dapat tempat praktikal. Among my classmates lah.
Perjalanan aku nak dapat ni pun satu benda yang menarik sebenarnya. At least pada aku sorang la. Hehe.
I was pretty devastated with the fact that i was the only one who didn't get any placement yet. Truthfully, i was down, stressed a little but keep on living as usual. I know the biggest part of it was my fault. I felt almost worthless, thinking that i did not fit to get any offer. The fact is, my inferiority was becoming superior.
I prayed to Allah to show me ways to be better and get me placement.
At times, it seems like it was not going anywhere. I tried the 'pride' ways, desperate ways, well you name it.
Then come a few friends of mine who offered me the places they were rejecting. Masya Allah.. Allah has blessed me with such thoughtful companions.. may Allah reward them with jannah.
It still wasn't that easy though. There were some that i didn't applied. I don't even know why.. so it's back to me again. Hehe.
Then came a friend who told me to apply for this particular company. I was desperate. I didn"t give it much thought. So i emailed and called. Then i was valled for an interview.
Few days later, a friend told me about another offer she's rejecting. I emailed and called again. And request for letter from the faculty. Alhamdulillah it went on smooth. Still isn't complete yet but insya Allah going towards that direction.
Why am i writig it here? Mainly it's because i want it to remind me to keep on having faith and tawakkal 'alallah. The interview was a great help. It just felt like Allah is telling me things. And He conveyed the message through my supposed-to-be-boss. More than that, i felt really thankful to Him for showing mr beautiful souls along the way.
May Allah shower us with His blessings in this world and hereafter.
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