Monday, September 29, 2014

jadi semalam sebabkan aku sedikit hormonal, aku pun tengok movie pinoy tajuk "starting over again". bukan main membuak mood cinta aku semalam. akakaka. cerita dia sedap untuk dilayan sekali seumur hidup. pengajarannya bagus jugak.
 first love always left us the deepest wound.
broken family and the child's huge insecurities is no joke.
be thankful for every calamities that brings out the best in you. you know you need to go through that, don't you?
second chance is not a fairytale. in fact, we always deserve to get one.
every failed relationship needs a proper closure.
if you loved someone (in a boy-girl relationship way), be smart with term "let them free".

and most of all, ironically, starting over again is about moving on.

moving on also lah.

dah sebulan aku mulakan rutin baru. seronok? erm. entahlah. nak kata tidak tu tak la, nak kata ye pun tak la. masih awkard. masih tak dapat "in" dengan perbualan diorang. masih terlalu awal untuk judge. i'll give myself 3 months. 4 at most. dan aku masih melalui hari-hari yang mana aku rasa lembab dan bodohnya la aku ni buat tugasan diberi. tapi takpe. kita teruskan buat saje. nak menjerit ke herdik ke, lantak lah. janji aku usaha untuk rezeki yang barakah.

masih mencari. masih.

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