am currently live streaming AJL. gigih kan. ni pasal jeles la tengok member-member share pergi sheila on 7 semalam. padahal bukan big fan pun. tapi tatap jelezzz tak huhahuha macam memember. my mom would kill me if i go. haha. well.. that's just me and my teenage self rebellion that never goes..

anyway..january was rather full of surprises. good surprises. maybe? i don't know. they seemed pretty good now. i don't know how i'd feel later. hihi. towards the end of it got mixed with a little drama. and again i let career filled my head in. lulzzzz. a change of career path, insya Allah. probably a less stable road taken but mehhhh.. if doesn't seem okay, i'd jump again. lulzzz senang-senang je bunyi kan. i don't know lah. i just am trying my best. i hope the best is yet to come as well.

i do feel bad about leaving so soon. they were even willing to take me in when i was jobless. initially i thought i'd stay for long this time around. but mehhh..

so.. hello february! counting down the days ahead. feeling how fast the time flies. will definitely miss this bunch of people (a little. hehe). didn't make much memories but praying that you guys will be blessed with happiness and good health. thank you for these past 9 months. it was good while it lasts.

not sure of what will happen. but hoping and praying for the best.

bismillahitawakkaltu'alallahwalahawlawalaquwwataillabillah

oh ye. forgot to mention. amma sama appa lately banyak pulak cakap pasal kawen. i mean like more densely than before. i think tak lama lagi aku pun dah habis idea nak balas apa balik. haha. i usually go with some playful answers. but you know. my creative side of brain is getting thinner each day. i'd be out of answer soon. hahaha. then i think again, oh patutlah mak abah dah mula risau-risau. am getting near 30 with no sign of marriage at all. no parents would sit still. especially with their kid rilek2 tidur2 goyang kaki bukannya mengejar impian ke apa. hihihi. appa hinted many times already that he'd be fine with simple majlis. no need to spend much and extravagant. well. me also lah bapak. but no groom how? wahahaha.

decided to close the heart section until further notice. i think i didn't include it in my 2018 target. actually, never put it in ever before hahaha. ok la. bai.