brothers and sisters crying for help, shared posts in facebook, comments wishing for the best thing to happen supported by ayat for quran and hadiths.

i know they pattern seems right. i still think we are missing the point.

i'd say, we are weak. we are weak not because we were born that way but truly, we live in denial. we deny our right that we can be strong. we deny that the fact is, things should start small and insya Allah it'll grow. earlier today i read an article in suhaibwebb.com which really jot down my thought. from my very little observation, i see that people are slowly starting to turn back to the root, Islam. both in east and west side. it's kind of look different but similar. in the west, the number of Muslims are growing while here in east side, a lot of us are searching four our soul. the real one. not just the one we thought we are. how did this happen? wallahu'alam. i'd like to think that our parents, grandparents, great great grandparents and the upper great people prayed for this to happen and Allah has grant their wishes. may Allah bless their soul and place them amongst the believers.

so yeah. i'm struggling to build a strong defense system. it comprises of knowledge. because the first ayat is " 'Iqra " . knowledge must've been really sacred that it become the first ayat. may Allah show grant me knowledge that will benefit me and ummah. may Allah make me realize and protect me from knowledge that will keep me away from Him.

we are hungry for knowledge. brace it.