here's the thing.
i turned on the laptop cause i've the urge to rant about growing old, maturity, my parents and being the youngest. i've so much rage i could explode someday.
then i thought, i should scroll twitter before i start. turned out i've finished scrolling facebook too!
and now my rage has gone. actually, it isn't gone. it just happen to be hibernating again.
i don't know when will i be able to write it down. i've been meaning to do it for quite some time (meaning that i've kept it well. fuhh). this is puberty all over again. except that it's the transition stage to adulthood.
i realized i'm actually going to finish my course soon (insya Allah). i also realized that mak and abah are both getting old. like really old. while i'm entering adulthood, they're heading to my grandma's current phase. realizing this is hard, accepting it is even harder. but i know i've to. it is a fact. although many are making quotes about maturity and age aren't moving concurrently, i've realized they're proving the irony. which the irony isn't an irony cause it is the reality they're running from.
which brings me to the lesson i've learned today.
stop trying to do the irony. it will happen when it will.
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