dulu teacher wei pernah cakap kat aku "result kamu ni macam saham. turun naik turun naik."
aku rasa aku memang maintain lah macam tu sampai sekarang. hehe. i don't know what's wrong either. i don't know where did my motivation and enthusiasm go. mr chong was right. what i'm lacking is enthusiasm. hence the never ending procrastination problem. aku rasa aku ada satu lagi problem lah. afraid of getting the centre of attention. it's like, i tend to drawback when i felt like i'm getting a little too much attention. i'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing :/

so my 2014 resolutions :

do everything lillahita'ala
to keep moving forward
drop the mazmumah
pactice the mahmudah
that said, stop procrastinating!

and they shall be my resolution for the years to come insya Allah.