so, my first week of internship has gone by slowly. very slowly. first day was filled with much nervous and awkward stares. like my God, i just wanna go away from there :(

but the environment is pretty nice. small company, big hearted staffs. total of 8 staffs including me and another practical student. cukuplah untuk 5 bulan. haha. interior design was so-so. company aku pegi interview haritu lagi la nauzubillah interiornya yang dari tahun 80an ke apa. ekeke. company melayu jadiknya cara kerja pun melayu je la. no rushing, no competing. a lot of lazing around time. perhaps it's cause there's no new job la i think. but there's two of them who're always not around. and one of them is my supervisor. oh did i tell you there's actually quite a number of male workers? i thought there's gonna be a lot of woman. maybe women who take up this course decided to go other ways. i'm already feeling it.

anyway, since there's not many people around there, i could remeber the names in less than a day. good thing la. besides, i found the other practical student's twitter account about a day before. haha. so i call everyone much older than me abang and kak. at first it felt very awkward so cause well you know, kadang-kadang orang berabang-abang ni mengada-ngada lebih. yelah dah kita ni muda remaja lagik lepas tu baru lagi tuh kan. tapi disebabkan sorang perempuan yg part time tu pun berabang-abang jugak so kiranya aku follow the flow je lah. masih geli tapi takpe lah. lenkali kalau dapat keje kita terus mulakan dengan encik dan puan ye adik-adik semua.

not sure whether it's because they've been working together for quite a long time or cause it's a small firm, everyone (yg tua sikit la) is quite close with each other. i'm still adjusting and learning to talk to adults. well i'm pretty much in the range of adult age la but i'm not there yet. ekekeke. i'm doing pretty much a lot of clerical works. i'm hoping to get more qs-ing stuff to do next week onwards. i mean, just enough la. don't want to be like my friends having to ot much. for goodness sake it's freaking practical period. huahuahua.

one of the abang there is quite mesra and talkative when he's not busy. it's nice la cause it makes me feel less awkward. one kakak is the admin and quite talkative. also mesra. another kakak and abang are less reactive. quiet much. and these two are the senior qs there. mungkin senior qs memang begini? ekeke. others were quite young. one is probably in his thirties, one is 2 years older than me and another is the same age as me. i've only talk very little with the boss. twice.

but thinking of it again, i can't depend on the environment in terms of growing. i mean, experience wise is okay but knowledge wise, i think i'm gonna have to find ways to work it out.

insya Allah.