it was rather a stressful evening. we were on our way back. soon after getting out of one after another traffic, we were stuck and had nowhere to go. me at the back, them both in front. the prayer time almost end. i had gone through twitter several times and God knows why internet was almost nowhere to be found. i was silent but they weren't. opinions, opinion and lots of opinions i had to hear.
i was devastated. i know they were too. the drama on tv, they are real. well, almost. it's not like they don't accept the fact, it's just that, you wish things were different. you wish it'll go they way you wanted. well i wouldn't blame them. they've lived longer and much more matured than any of us do. but having to hear it, in the middle of traffic when each one of us just wanna go straight back home and lie on our bed, is the last thing i wanna do.
i wish we are all four. because four is the age you'll be the most honest you could ever be. well, we should be four and tell each and everything we didn't say in front of each other. be four. be honest.
sigh.
i know what went wrong. it's the time. the thing we should've done at that time.
i'll pray for the best. for everyone's best.
i'm sorry. i got a little emotional tonight hence the post.
:'(
sometimes, well, a lot of time, i wish i stay four. because then, i didn't know as much as i do now.
this is the what-have-i-done post. inspired by dr halina.
wassalam.
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